Somethings

这两天的心情没有让我想写部落的冲动..
因为心情不是很漂亮...思绪也很乱
我发现自己超情绪化的...= =''
情绪一直不稳定...变来变去= =''
会突然很生气也会突然觉得没什么..
超奇怪的= =''
可能最近的我因为考试的关系压力很大吧..
还是很害怕国语..我知道它的重要性
但对它还是完全没有把握
想要读...却不知道该读什么好
一天拖一天...我自己都觉得要pass up了..
反而英文还让我读的下去..

sunday go date v my dear...
we go eating dinner
he so funny...keep make mi laugh= =''
keep ply the waiter XD
i say him so bad
he say this is funny...cos he wan mi feel happy when together v him
yaya..mi laugh till beitahan ard = =''
then we go cc...cos no place can go ard
he say july dunwan luan luan gai gai...he scared= =
then he say he wan smoking...
he ask my permission
altough mi got abit angry...but mi oso no method for him
i noe it is so hard to him
but i reli hope him be able to abstention smoke
so i got say somethings to him
and he promise mi but nid time
then we go SS find his frenz
he wan mi go inside 1st...i thuoght him got somethings wan chat v frenz
but alone at there i feel scare..so i come out find him
then i see him smoking
tat time i reli very angry..
he see mi and giv back the cigarette to his frenz
then he come talk to mi
but mi angry till cry= =‘’
then i say i wanna back home ard
he thought got ppl ply mi...and keep ask mi wat happen
i didnt talk to him...i juz say i wanna back home
then he fetch mi back
1st time cry in front of him
but i reli dislike him smoking...
then he call mi...and noe tat i angry is because of him
then he say he will try to abstention
he say he wanna time...
cause he smoke for 8 year ard...it is difficult for him...
he juz try to abstention for 4 month...so he nid more time
he noe mi cry and keep comfort mi
but i no mood talk to him...
i reli very sad tat day...and i online my msn
i ask my frenz..
'is that so hard to abstention smoking?'
they say yes...
i say my mood to them...and they giv mi their opinion
after calm down..i noe tat i juz can giv him more time
i noe i am too impatient
so i feel more better...
thankz my frenz...
Agua hor hor and my son~~
and dorothy babe oso...
somethings say out the mood is better than thinking alone
i love u all dear frenz~^^
then he call mi..
and ask mi still got angry anot
i say no more angry ard
i say i will giv time to him
and he oso promise mi he can do it
dear a dear~~reli hope u can quit smoking..
i noe you oso make an effort for it ard
but hope you can do your best
im waiting for...get it?
keep going..i giving you time
but tat day i still cant slp...
i study my homework till 5a.m= =''
so dead...

another day...monday's afternoon
i call my dear cos wanna call him wake up working
but seem like his hp no battery..so unused
then i start worrry about him..
i feel so dead this afternoon
i realize i am so care about him
then i call his home's phone
and his mummy say my dear in sick and cant working today
he slp...so i cant contact him
after i noe i feel more relieved
now i can do juz is wait him wake up= =''
cos when he sleep...it is so hard to call him wake up..like a pig= =''
except i phone him
but now his hp no battery= =''
i dunnoe how lo...
he wake up at 8p.m somethings..
then he call mi...and ask mi who= =''
cos i used my home's phone to call him
then i keep ply v him XD
but seem like he so out of condition
after he noe mi is his gf...then he call my hp
he say mi dial 16times to his hp
im so worry= =''
chat ahwile v him then i go study
but my mind is blank
i call my frenz but agure v my mom..
reli so dead...
feeling so vexed...
so scare my exam...
OMG
blank...
then my frenz tortoise send money to my hp= =''
so thankz him lahxx~~XD
he so good
and chat something about wat i vexed
then i incall with my dear...say to him
after chat i feeling better
i like to know each other's viewpoint better
then ...i waiting tuition 2moro..
last method..

OMG
wat else...
reli so tired these two day...
I HATE BM


now 3am ard..i still haven slp= =''


*try to use english to write
hope all of you dun mind^^
paiseh...reli so many wrong type=P
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