Start for somethings new

今天眼睛还没复原...还是肿肿的
已经第三天了...真怕永远变成这样@@
所以今天还是没去学校
算算加加...上个礼拜到现在
已经有四天没去学校了
我该不会被buang了吧= =''
幸好还有MC..趁这样偷偷懒吧
只是好像太久没去学校就有点懒惰了= =''
真是的...好怕就这样当掉了
又要放假了...这次绝对要在家好好K书才对了
只怕到最后还是坚持不下去啊啊啊....><''

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早上没去读书但却在7.30分突然醒来了
也许是这几天做工都是这样的时间起来
所以很automatic的醒了
然后才惊觉妈咪没叫我去读书
我想大概是因为有MC的关系
加上眼睛还没好
昨天又凌晨三点才睡的关系吧
突然好想念学校吖= =''
然后收到忠的信息..
我就跟他说今天去我没去读
他就问我可不可以来找我..
明明就才刚要睡觉的他...还要来找我
下午又要做工...所以我还是叫他乖乖去睡觉了
然后我也就这样睡到下午
起来不知道要干嘛...坐在客厅看韩剧= =''
看着看着还忘了叫忠起来= =''
还好他自己起来了
真怕因为我的关系让他来不及了
答应他，礼拜包凉茶给他喝
我还要请教妈咪了...毕竟我没包过= =
所以...我要好好学了
今天的我又没去补习...又是因为眼睛的关系@@
好无奈哦...感觉都脱节了
妈咪趁我看起来无所事事就叫我帮忙他切菜
我都没什么碰厨房的事...还真的是手忙脚乱的
差点点就把自己的手‘卡杂卡咋’的切下去= =''
开了电脑，听些歌...突然‘bi’的一声...
电脑荧幕一片黑，只听见‘bibibi’有节凑的响着
还以为坏掉了...
结果按了restart键又恢复回来了
我家的电脑还真的是不能要了= =''
争气点吧~~~

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so many day didnt go to skull...
i dun noe how to follow my skullwork jor...
got a bit lazy for it
but must carry on
my friend seem like no very care about mi
juz simple ask somethings
then no reply jor= ='''
sudden feel mi not very important for them
truly..is going to be strange
let it go...i think i will be okey
imma be okey
DUN MIND
DUN MIND
PLS...DUN LET MI MIND...
actually...i noe my feeling so sad for this..
i love my friend
and friendship ard be so important for mi
but i juz scare everytime i mind for it all is nothing
i juz scare feeling hurt
i treat my friend reli so good ard
they wan mi help them ...i oso will help
but sometime i got things ask they help
they all deny it..
SO WAT...
i juz can learning dun mind
good friend is wat??
maybe hard to find the meaning
i sure think too much
remind mi
i still no alone , rite?
i still got my family
i still got my lover
i still got some friend
i juz...
HOPELESS for my GOOD friend
cause...i oso dun noe my mind
all right..
to be zero and start again new 1
to be continue...


if life can be save and restart...so good!!
XD